Lindsay was surprisingly self-aware that she made a big mistake by falling off the wagon and testing positive for cocaine — and that she couldn’t fight her disease alone.

TMZ said Lindsay was also aware that her relapse had “ruined a lot” in connection to the revival of her career.
And there’s this … Lindsay was “remarkably unafraid” about the possibility of going back to jail — but at the same time, she didn’t expect Judge Elden Fox to send her back to Lynwood Correctional Facility.
Source:TMZ